First of all, I’d say it’s good forum. The shop owner pays money every 3months and they are allowed put ads on. People can read any threads without Joining fee, even though Sign-up and few things are required if you want to write something on. There were many controversial thread likely other forums, I know that’s why forum-ing is fun, I was always like “yeah bring it on people! go fight! see who you win!” (with popcorn)


but this time the fuck admin deleted my *precious* thread?????wth????? This morning someone mentioned about some agencies that are related to BBFS and and I was like oh damn, I’m shocked. I then came work, tried to reply on that comment but the comment was deleted, like within 2hours… Then I commented like “oh, previous comment is deleted now. but I’m still shocked. Didn’t know 200% GFE means BBFS lol” and THEY deleted my comment like within a second. ;;; ;;;;;; ;;;;; that is very discouraging.

I said

Dear admin, if you want to keep deleting my comment or the other’s, please just closed thread 😀

and they just DELETE my thread. They have “closing thread” option, people can still read, but can’t write any more, which many times happened in past… but they just DELETED it. well… I don’t know who’s admin. I’ve heard their office is located in western suburb near Straty, though, I’m just guessing who’s who and who’s related. Just my sixth-sense.. (always wrong thoㅋㅋㅋㅋ)

.. it’s time to think about another business I guess.. not private agency but sex forum.

***BBFS An acronym for Bareback Full Service. A term generally used within online escort/prostitution communities to refer to unprotected (condomless) vaginal sex with a prostitute. The term also encompasses unprotected anal sex, and is sometimes used to describe non-prostitute (civilian) sexual encounters as well. Considered the holy grail by some Johns(customers), and frowned upon (at least publicy) by others. Most mongers (another word for John) are guilty of bbfs at least several times in their lives.

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Life seems ok

Few days ago I posted new thread on Syd99. Link

I was wondering if it’s still OK to start Escort business because it seems already so packed in Sydney. CBD of course, Parramatta, Strathfield, Rhodes, even in Campsie and Telopea (which I’ve never been in my life lol).

So many people encouraged me via reply, PM and all of them were so serious and sincerely wanted to help me to do it. For a few days I was busy at replying them and saying thank you, but Actually, I have no plan to do my own business yet. Firstly I have such a high standard, I don’t want to ruin my Fame(ㅋㅋㅋ)  from girls I work with. I might ask Sue, Victoria and Mona (my top 3 girls ❤️) to work with me but still.. I’m happy to work with my team right now. I always tell to my staffs that I never want to be big boss because being boss requires too much responsibility, yeah.. maybe I’m such irresponsible person still, or just don’t want to work hard. hehe… I’m happy to work and get paid so far.

But anyway, was really really really really really happy because even I was one of many WLs in Sydney once but now many of my ex-clients, and new clients that I’ve met after I quit, trust me as a honest, naughty and cheeky Korean girl who knows well about this industry.. that’s good.. being professional in specific category (for me it seems sex ㅋ) is really good…!!

I always make a joke like “I could write a book with this story!” and it has became what’s happening now…~~~~~~~~

well I.. I don’t know why I started write this even though I have tremendous amount of pending postsㅋㅋㅋ but I’m giving 0 damn because it’s my blog ❤️

In summary, life seems alright and I’m happy.

(can’t believe how I wrote 3000 words essays so many times before, fml )

random pictures~

My apologies 

Sorry guys just came back home, checked how many people still come and check my blog and feel really bad because I said i’ll post it and I didn’t. Lol been busy busy (don’t know why) whole this week! But I promise, tomorrow after golf lesson I’ll write all of those things and make your weekend not boring!! When I promise, I do.. (try yeah?)

have a good night and thank you for all nice and warm words 🙂 im happy 

That’s NO-NO

that's nonoI have been dating numerous random guys these days. It’s not because I am lonely or boring, because I.. I just have so many chances, and I thought “why not, If it’s harmless.”

I think the more I date, the more I’m choosier. 🙁 No one is perfect, though.. my mood swings are like crazy, I’m spontaneous, unorganised. I cry like whale so make people very scared when I’m crying. Even though I, apparently,  seem cool, open minded, attentive to others, easy going.. I judge people so easy and so quick by their appearance, way they talk, etc.

I met a large number of guys in short period… every single session was even very intimate as well. I think you become very frank when you are naked. I mean, you could still lie about your job, your name. However, I believe your behaviour, attitude come to the front in very instinctive/unaffected way.

(I don’t know which one is better uses so I put both instead 🙁 hope you’re following me so far.추상적인 개념은 정말 영어로 설명하기 너무 힘들어요.)

I believe that I’m quicker than others to catch someone’s tendency from way they talk, way they react.. Maybe, I’m too judgemental, still, even if I try hard not to :/

but you don’t judge meㅋㅋㅋ

Anyway, In this article I’ll talk about the guys I’ve met, exclude my exs because once I was their girl friend. I will only talk about the guys who I was interested in but I eventually let them go, because of certain things that I can’t just put up with. ㅋㅋㅋ

1. The rugby

He was hot. Apparently he was hot guy. Tanned skin unlikely Korean, good body since he plays Rugby, golf, swim and so on. You will probably fall in love at first sight if you see him. He was very confident about his everything because he actually has everything. Good family, well educated, and He also said he’s too good on bed. ㅋㅋㅋ My expectation was so so high because every time I mer him he was like “I killed another one last night” ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ finally I could have a chance to have sex!!! WTF seriously…  how come he could believe himself is good in bed,,,, -.- He might have been living in a bubble like me so long time 🙁

2. The divorced

I can describe this guy “is fun” in a good way “is rude” in other way. Girls like humorous guy as you know, I mean you don’t have to be a comedian but as long as you can make her laugh that’s a good sign.. Every single word he spoke made me laugh, at first though, He once said I’m not good enough, (don’t know whether it’s about personality or appearance) so I need to date him. LOL

I, personally don’t mind divorced guy since My parents got divorced when I was little, and there’s less chance that I have to make a baby, so actually I’m OK but he said that I’m such an imperfection so better look for divorced one or guy who has a problem. I don’t know it was just joke or He was being serious but in both case he’s out.. if it was joke, he gone too far… if it was serious, his low self esteem would make me sick any time in a future.

3.The “Sorry”

I don’t know what makes him so small in front of me but He always said sorry to me. and it irritated me AF.. you could think what’s wrong with Sorry maybe he’s being polite but I’ll give you some example.

“Hey C sorry if i message you too much, …..” or “Hey sorry C can I call you for a while?” or “Hey C sorry about last night …..” (nothing happened last night I just fell asleep while we were messaging each other) and I was like ahhhhhhhh why you can’t just call meeeeeee without permission whyyyyy you need to ask me everytimeeeeeeee do you think it’s also because guy’s low self esteem? or maybe I just don’t like when guy acts like pussy.

4. The dirty mind

A guy who wanted to meet at only late night LOL

5. The Never count your chickens

This guy, thought that I liked him so much. I liked him as a friend, or maybe slightly more than normal friend to be honest. He said He’s going somewhere I really like too. I was like “oh.. I wish I could come there!” and He turns to like “it’s family, friends thing so I can’t bring you there” WTF I was just saying.. literally just saying. Didn’t really even want to join that because I don’t like meet new people, seriously! and He was also like “you know I don’t want to lie to my family and friends that how we met, who you are..” wait..excuse me, so do I…

Who on the earth would be happy to listen that bullshit LOL I was like oh;; yeah;; and he keeps talking to me like nothing happened, I turned to be cold and I think he still doesn’t know the reason ㅋㅋㅋ

6. The bullet dick

A guy has a bullet dick.. It’s not about personality but just dick shape.. As I mentioned in Syd99, I.. I just don’t like bullet dick shape.. because it gives me less feeling..
The head of dicks(the ridge) gave a nice sensation because of friction in the vagina.
It’s sad now I’m old enough, sex has become one of important factor when I see guys… I wasn’t like that when I was younger. ㅋㅋㅋ
AAHHHHHHH I finally finished it! It took 2 weeks.. sorry, but hope you guys had fun while you were reading… I don’t blame or hate them so much, they are just not my type like your ex, or your ex crush 🙂


Many of you have asked me, Why Brazilian Jiu jiusu not Taekwondo? yeah yeah Because I’m Korean and I’m disqualified as Korean citizen unless I am blackbelt in Taekwondo….

I wrote some reasons that Why I am into BJJ so much recently, have a look… just for fun.

One of my girl tried to convince me like “Hey 언니, I’ve been learning BJJ recently and It’s super fun. you wanna join? There are heaps of hot guys too!” Hence I joined very that day. Seriously ㅋㅋㅋ what could more stimulate me other than hot guys? ㅋThere were actually some hotties❤️ and whenever I could touch, stare their upper body accidentally, I was like .. 😳😳😳. Besides, I could have a chance to spar with them… We literally cuddle (in different way though) in public ❤️❤️ I sometimes touch their huge biceps, sharp abs (not on purpose, it’s needed when you roll OK) and it felt great… 😊 not many guys come to learn BJJ for losing weight purpose. Because It may not very effective compare to other sports. They do this for fun. (and also they already doing some other sports this and that) Some drink Alcohol for fun, Some smoke weed but this guys do BJJ for fun.. How healthy mind?!!!?! That’s what I’ve been looking for in my entire life!.. …. .. I’d better stop admiring them here though. ***I don’t do BJJ on getting husband purpose***

Life is tough, at least for me. I’m still suffering from poverty sometimes, still thinking about ex even though he dumped me a year ago. My room and toilet need to be cleaned as well as my Car. Tons of unpaid bills, fines, there’re boss’ 3 missed call on my phone, yet, you forget all these things once you face to the moment that you are getting smashed like ugly potato. The opponent, (could be hot guy though) will try to choke you, arm bar you, kimura you to win. Your brain, hence, will be overloaded by the thoughts that you’ve learnt in Gym. Such as armbar/triangle choke counter, spider/inverted guard pass… (you can youtube those! it’s useful) There’s no even single second to think about your life struggles.. and after all you then are dopey as well because 1 decent rolling (sparring) burns approximately … …

(well I read some article that shows exact number but I can’t find it now. I found this table instead though,)


I, drink tones of water, zoned out for a while, and literally I can’t, am not able to think about my messy room, Girl’s wage $8000 that I’ve just lost, bills and works, et cetera… I am just too wasted.. Many of my friends, include my ex, told me that I often, worry(or think) too much unnecessarily. We call it “기우” but I don’t think there’s such English terms for this. (woo-hoo! there’s Chinese, though)


 It’s just one of my weakness, but then I’m OK when I do BJJ.

2 more reasons are coming soon! I’m just too lazy at this moment. Happy Sunday!