thought it’s easy LOL
I had a blast week, due to my 29th birthday, (Korean age 30! and it feels a bit different when it comes woman’s age 30’s….) From Monday to today I met all of my friends, had great time with them 😊 Even though I don’t have a car right now… it still sucks…
few memorable things in this week…
I cried a bit at work because of my mum. She wanted to come see me around my birthday, though, I told her not to. I said.. i said to my mum that I don’t have time for her. Have to do this, have to do that.. I could’ve actually cancelled all that things, I don’t even have to go work since my boss is super flexible. But I just didn’t want to spend time for my mum and bring her here and there 😔 She was here with her boyfriend when she came last time, and I had good boyfriend to introduce to them proudly. She was happy, So was I, I had enough money to bring her here and there. Had so much time in my hands. Can I do samethings now then? .. things has changed a lot.
I’m always saying that I’m a strong independent single lady who no need man but never said that to my mum. I didn’t want to tell her that I failed another one because, after I broke up with my previous ‘good’ one She was like “I knew that you’d ruin it, you’d never get good one like him” ..-.,- …. so I pretend I’m like having super fun with my super good boyfriend, to prove that she’s wrong. Even though what she told me is correct AF..
She thinks that i’m having OK life here, I don’t want to make her worry, or maybe I just don’t want admit that she’s right. If I don’t show my real life, She’d never know??.. So I didn’t want her to come see me. But then She was like “ok, i won’t come if you say you don’t have time, but i’ve been missing you so much, that’s it” and I was like FML… 😔😭😓😭😭😰😥😓😭😓😓😭😭😓
She, failed her first marriage too. She then changed her boyfriend at least 3-4 times after divorce, When I was young I hate my mum and dad so so so so much, though,
Wait, why I’m writing about my mum when the title of the post is totally different thing?
I’ll write about my background later on in another post and this post would be “revision of the my bday week” 😦
1. Cried a bit because of my mum,
2. Got a toy for bday present and the review : it sucks, the sound of vibrator is like 위이이이잉~~ 우우우웅~~~ (don’t know how to describe in English! Need help!) So I can’t actually concentrate… The 위이이잉~ Sounds ruins everything.
3. Had 5 cakes. Fuck diet I’m on it from next week again.
4. Got a pair of manolo blanik.. pretty…
5. Late of last year I was super down because I was afraid of being 30’s, but it seems much better than I thought.
I know I need to finish some posts that I started it but never finished it. Not because i have some issues because just i am LAZY and procrastinating FOREVER.,. Another Funny thing! I started my period on my birthday~ 🎈 생리 on 생일! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ