SORRY! it’s been a while since I post my last blog, as usualㅋㅋㅋ I’ve been procrastinating finish all the stories that I haven’t… so I found a way, I actually wrote many more on my note so once I finish one, I can post it up. not like previous my blogs.
Stopped smoking for more than a week now, e-cig helps a lot unlikely other people said. I don’t shake hands, no more jittery (I was jittery AF until 3rd-4th day) but everyone feels that I’m very bitch now. I don’t smile as much as before, I’m.. just not nice most of the time. being sarcastic, pick the fight… etc… ㅋㅋㅋ… maybe PMS… +withdraw makes synergy effect.. I DONT KNOW OK
🌟CONGRAT🌟 Finally had sex! it’s been a while since I had last sex with ex.
that’s why I am awake now. woo hoo.. Human interaction… that’s maybe all I wanted so bad.
People around me, they are overly protecting me. They tell me off that I should meet decent guy, (How do you define “decent” though) or don’t give a chance to anyone to fuck unless that one pays me. I’m like WTF>? the funniest one I had from an very successed man was, “ask him a car, you better not meet him unless he buys you one” what the fuck is going on people? doesn’t it sounds like accepting that I’m a un-official whore? why would you trade something with your dignity, why you value your price?? unless you are WL???? but yeah.. I know all my friends just worry about me and don’t want to see I’m crying again. maybe “upset me” upsets them.. but If I sleep when it’s first day of meeting a guy, would it make a huge difference? FUCKBOY will be always fuckboy anyway…
I no longer manage G42, that means less work for me, therefore less money… I never thought that my wage is below average or not enough to cover my life style but now I seriously, … well.. I’m happy because Jesse (former 42 manager and took over my shift from this week again) came back but sad I’m poor! is this why people always save up some money? I didn’t know 😮 ㅋㅋㅋ
Anyway, people still come read my blogs… that’s happy but somehow I don’t understand. is it really fun to read? for me it’s fun but…
Anyway 🤦🏻♀️ here are sum-up for some people don’t have a time, or got bored on first paragraph or thought it’s not worth to read, so just scrolled down until here…
Sorry if i made you guys confused, actually already 2 asked me that if i really shaged ex again, guess my english made some error there lol I blocked his number, kakao talk so therefore there’s no chance he can contact me. :> san q!!!