time flies life goes on

SORRY! it’s been a while since I post my last blog, as usualㅋㅋㅋ I’ve been procrastinating finish all the stories that I haven’t… so I found a way, I actually wrote many more on my note so once I finish one, I can post it up. not like previous my blogs.

Stopped smoking for more than a week now, e-cig helps a lot unlikely other people said. I don’t shake hands, no more jittery (I was jittery AF until 3rd-4th day) but everyone feels that I’m very bitch now. I don’t smile as much as before, I’m.. just not nice most of the time. being sarcastic, pick the fight… etc… ㅋㅋㅋ… maybe PMS… +withdraw makes synergy effect.. I DONT KNOW OK

🌟CONGRAT🌟 Finally had sex! it’s been a while since I had last sex with ex. 

that’s why I am awake now. woo hoo.. Human interaction… that’s maybe all I wanted so bad.

People around me, they are overly protecting me. They tell me off that I should meet decent guy, (How do you define “decent” though) or don’t give a chance to anyone to fuck unless that one pays me. I’m like WTF>? the funniest one I had from an very successed man was, “ask him a car, you better not meet him unless he buys you one” what the fuck is going on people? doesn’t it sounds like accepting that I’m a un-official whore? why would you trade something with your dignity, why you value your price?? unless you are WL???? but yeah.. I know all my friends just worry about me and don’t want to see I’m crying again. maybe “upset me” upsets them.. but If I sleep when it’s first day of meeting a guy, would it make a huge difference? FUCKBOY will be always fuckboy anyway…

I no longer manage G42, that means less work for me, therefore less money… I never thought that my wage is below average or not enough to cover my life style but now I seriously, … well.. I’m happy because Jesse (former 42 manager and took over my shift from this week again) came back but sad I’m poor! is this why people always save up some money? I didn’t know 😮 ㅋㅋㅋ

Anyway, people still come read my blogs… that’s happy but somehow I don’t understand. is it really fun to read? for me it’s fun but…

Anyway 🤦🏻‍♀️ here are sum-up for some people don’t have a time, or got bored on first paragraph or thought it’s not worth to read, so just scrolled down until here…

LIFE

GETS

BORING

SOMETIMES

Good night


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Sorry if i made you guys confused, actually already 2 asked me that if i really shaged ex again, guess my english made some error there lol I blocked his number, kakao talk so therefore there’s no chance he can contact me. :> san q!!!

Comments 8

  1. Harry Callahan 19/07/2017

    I never had shakes when I quit, I just wanted to smoke all the time. After a year of not smoking I stopped getting cravings from images of people smoking in movies and on TV :/
    For me smoking was linked to drinking, so I reducing my drinking a lot was the way to go. Glad the e-cigs are helping but remember to try and quit those as well.
    Oh and I got fat after quitting smoking so there is that too look forward too.

    Not having $$ sucks, but not working a lot is great, tough balance.

    I enjoy reading your blog, I read a lot of stuff online daily 😮

    Love the Miffy pic lol

  2. Anonymous 19/07/2017

    I never had shakes when I quit, I just wanted to smoke all the time. After a year of not smoking I stopped getting cravings from images of people smoking in movies and on TV :/For me smoking was linked to drinking, so I reducing my drinking a lot was the way to go. Glad the e-cigs are helping but remember to try and quit those as well.
    Oh and I got fat after quitting smoking so there is that too look forward too.
    Not having $$ sucks, but not working a lot is great, tough balance.
    I enjoy reading your blog, I read a lot of stuff online daily 😮
    Love the Miffy pic lol

  3. Big country 21/07/2017

    I love that comment when Callahan is handing his badge to his boss and his boss says “What’s that” and Harry growls “It’s a five point suppository” : – D

  4. Anonymous 21/07/2017

    I love that comment when Callahan is handing his badge to his boss and his boss says “What’s that” and Harry growls “It’s a five point suppository” : – D

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