Life gets bored so quick.
Me at work (sorry boss)
Maybe because I adapt too quick in any circumstance, maybe because my life is really boring compare to other’s. or maybe.. If I can say whatever I want, It’s because dopamine. Dopamine!!!!!
Yes, the chemical from your brain when you have sex, really good sex, when you eat ice cream, when you buy a pair of shoes that you really want, when you learn something new, When you fall in love, and sometimes you may get it from pills because your parents don’t want you to have ADHD.
Imagine whole my life was just like
However, if someone asks
“when was the last time you got too excited?”
Maybe few hours ago while I was running to Zumbo to buy a cake..?
and had cute ice cream? that I wanted to have for like a month?
Maybe few weeks ago when I met vitamin?
Maybe when I finally had the best tiramisu ever in my life? Maybe I finally visited pineapple museum and had pineapple ice cream..?When I saw my glorious scars from BJJ?Maybe when I finally enrolled Flower class in London?… When someone says that I’m creative?
Apparently I’m having fun, I’m just type of person who whinges a lot maybe. Always complaining that life is boring, looking for something to do even though it comes with a bit of challenges,.. like economic issue, mental collapse, maybe it’s time wasting because of high expectation,. and so on.
Now it’s time to dopamine again because I’m going to disney land~~~!!!! so spontaneous, so dopamine! so excited!!!!!!!!!
yes ⭐❤️⭐DISNEY LAND⭐❤️⭐
Better not get too excited since I can’t stop think of it, I … literally.. can… not… stop. As you know, high expectation…
I know end of the day, after I’m back to Sydney, I’ll have to work on Christmas eve, Christmas, New years eve and New years day. When everyone is on holiday I’ll have to work. But for now I’m too hyped so can’t think of anything other than Disney land and Korea trip!!!! wooooo hooooo!!!
More than half of my blog posts says, or asks
Life is.. dopamine. You live to get excited, get aroused. Relief is ok too sometimes, (it’s more likely either satisfied, or disappointed when something is done, though) but what’s so fun about life if there’s no challenges, obstacles or struggles? Everything seems so fun right now, like, I need to save up some money as much as I can for November trip so I might skip dinner and breakfast most of the times but that’s fine. It’s like compulsory-diet. which is cool. I finally stopped going BJJ because it will save up $140 /month. (ㅋ good excuse) no more sweets unless someone buys me, it’s the hardest one but I’ll do it!
(Romi is coming back soon btw)
Ahhhhh Disney land, I can die for it! The cookie-monster-icecream that I had it tonight was so so so bad, I said I’d give it 2/10. Maybe they don’t even deserve 2!!! 😡 Even though It gave me so much disappointment (yes, due to high expectation😡) It was fun because I stalked their instagram for like a month, imagined what it tastes like, got excited to have it for whole month and kept asking mango guy that
“are we having tonight?”
“ARE WE? ????”
We ended up having N2 instead (N2 never fails) and it was good. It was de-li-ciou-sss. You guys see how I’m excited It’s 2am middle of night and I’m still awake. Not sleepy because too excited. But what if I get used to dopamine over-load (is this even possible?) so later when I’m older, I’m no more able to get impressed, touched, inspired or aroused?
내일의 일은 내일 생각하는 걸로 ㅋ 넘나 설레는 것!
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