Firstly, it’s all my fault because I said “yes”…
I shouldn’t have.. right.. if I wasn’t that interested.. If i can make excuse… because vitamin was like this, targakajakakaja was like this, they asked me to out and I had fun. So much fun.. so I thought that maybe this guy would be the same?! maybe…
I’m so upset because it was “official” date…. neither vitamin or tarkakajaka called our “catch-up, dinner or hang-out” as a date, but this one… It was official date right… It’s lie If i say I didn’t expect any… I even skip the work-out half of it because I was afraid that I’m sweating so my hair gonna be fucked. LOL my bad… expectation…
But who fuck on the earth would not expect if someone call you out and call it a date?
I was thinking that maybe writing an after report is bit harsh to him? shouldn’t I?… then again If I don’t, if he never know what’s wrong with him, He will die alone. I don’t want that. Because I got a free meal. Even though I spent(should I say WASTE) my precious 40minutes. He’s not a bad-bad guy. Just… not my type. I’m like the girl who falls in love every hour. so… If he is not my type then he’s no one’s type.
*just small tips from his first messages*
Don’t ever call Korean independent single woman as a “noona”, Even though you know you are younger than them. It’s more likely insulting.. better call them bitch or cunt. Noona is just wrong… WRONG
NO excessive emojis. It looks very immature, no one wants to date with baby-boy.
He mentioned that
I will be fun to hang out with, because I’m a bit crazy and very energetic.
Ok, everyone could think this way so I was like
I came to meet him, He didn’t have anything to talk, like… nothing… to talk.
I needed to ask him how’s life, what do you do, why did you want to meet me so bad, etc… and all the answers were very… not… interesting… not in a flow…
I was bit annoyed, because.. with my point of view right.. if you really wanted to meet me, you should have so many things to talk to me and ask to me. I stopped trying to keep conversation, was waiting what he’s gonna say, tic toc tic toc… a minute,,, 2 minutes… and He finally….
Answered his phone call LOL talked on the phone in front of me for like few minutes.
Man, don’t waste my time like this. If you didn’t ask me to out tonight I’d have fun time with anyone.. like anyone but you..
**NO EFFORT WAS TAKEN**
Another fun thing to hear was that
I’m the “crazy” one so I should show him my craziness?
It’s really funny and …. kind of shocking.. that … how, people … think about me… right … people think that I’m genuinely crazy, and mad so I post nudes here and there, shout in public, cut my wrist, sleep with this guy and that guy.. etc? right?
Well, nothing much to say.. If he thinks that way.. What about go zoo, and watch monkey? Well that would cost more than $16 though,
I warned this guy, earlier today. I’m calling police now.
However, you learn new thing everyday.
Don’t ever meet “any“one because they ask so, better starve than waste your precious 40 minutes.
To be honest,.. HOW THE FUCK THIS GUY CAN ASK ME TO OUT??? like… HOW?????? how can he really.. really be… confident.. like this????? like how!!!!???? I really don’t understand. I’m not playing KPS but the fuck how?? how can you be so confident if you don’t have anything? I’m not talking about money, maybe he drives Lamborghini who the fuck knows, … If he is not ready to meet a girl, how can he asks “me” to out if he thinks I’m special. I’m so upset….. I was laughing first… I laughed a lot… but now I feel like.. My value seem to be so depreciate since I met this guy. I didn’t even ask his name.. time wasting… I felt sorry to tarkgkakaka, harrycd and vitamin (❤️my 3 vips❤️) since I met this guy.. I made their grade so ….down… Fuck I should’ve had congee @timhowan. or should’ve finished whole workout session… just not this guy… but I learnt something.. really valuable thing.. I’m so upset can’t deny but learnt definitely something from it.
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Before date (seems excited)
While I was with him….
Afetr that 40 minutes…