Yay I’m finally sick again, I’m not sick often but like this visible sick once a while. I finished 2 days receptionist shift in a row, 10-11 hours each day. (yeah, another receptionist got unemployed and I covered his shift) Yesterday I got so bad headache all of sudden and I thought it’s because shop was too busy. You know when you just finish HIIT(such as sex) your brain hurt because it was intense, (esp summer and some people call it dehydrate) so I had heaps of water and panadol and it didn’t get any better. I then thought it’s because I’m tired, well it’s partly true but… I did 5 days shift before.. I did Monday to Friday shift A year ago, without any complain… how.. how?
Love, seriously conquer everything. I don’t even know how I managed 5 days shift 10 hours a day, after work I didn’t have any energy left, didn’t have time, What I only had was Tony. Ahhhh, He was sweet indeed, now I’m recalling, the guy who bought me a flowers even though it’s day of nothing! how do I forget that bacon flower!
돌이켜보면, there were some sweet memories, like flowers, beaches, tella balls, hot wet sex…. mmm.. such relationship… guys, you guys really need to buy a flowers for your girl friend, wife.. it’s not only cheap for showing your love also it’s pretty. No girls hate flower trust me.
It’s funny how my body has changed through several years, I got this (Lymphadenopathy) since I was little, not often but sometimes under the ear next to jawline was swollen AF then few days later back to normal but I needed to take anti biotic, anti inflammatory. It was good because all I need was skip school and sleep and eat whole day.. During the WL days I never had (maybe I had but don’t remember) this problem, and now I’m getting this again more often (I had this problem a month ago) whenever I’m in crowd, like last 2 days I met more than 100 people, so did a month ago. Maybe ‘regular sex improves your immune system’ hypothesis is true! maybe
Being sick is depressing, seriously… you need to cut your fingers when you’re sick so you can’t look up all instagram, facebook, kakao talk profile pictures… Everyone looks delighted there and now I’m in bed typing this and that complaining how I’m lonely and horny. But I know people live like this.. right (say yes… 😞) Yesterday I was almost faint because not only I was tired, also I was horny as fuck I felt like I have sinned from somewhat so I can’t control myself. At this point I really respect Eric, Sarah, and other receptionists because how.. how people can be “not mad” if they work at the place where people are having sex. Eric’s case is more serious because He’s in his early 30’s healthy grown adult man. Reading forum is making me sick too, like
“으..으 I know this guy, this guy was cute! and now he’s seeing different WL.. fuck and says she’s cute!”
Such this silly things.. LOL I know it doesn’t make any sense. but yeah when you sick you’re stupid enough… and sometimes I also just want to reply like
“xxxxxxx!!!! you!!!!xxxxx!!!! xxxxx!!!!xxx!!!! you !!!can’t! xxx!!!xxin fr!!!!ont!! of me !!!but xxxxx!! xxx !!xxxx!!! xx! want because! I xxxxx!! you, you!! xxxx!!! 야!!! xxxxxxxxx? you xxxxxx xxxx xxxxx it!!!”
but you literally can’t, because everyone thinks I’m a ok(didn’t say good) girl. not bitch..ㅋno, I’m not talking to jeter.. fyi, once I asked to my IT friend if he can find jeter out so I can kill him but no.. no.. I’m not yelling at babycat either.. why would I waste so much energy to someone I don’t know? but seriously, She thinks full service and erotic massage is veeeeeerrrryyyyy different, like something is better and something is worse. I found this so many times in her comments and it made me very uncomfortable.. somehow? Perhaps it’s from 自激之心, 자격지심, inferiority complex. She could think that way, of course, I understand this Because I was like her when I was in M8, M4. But you know.. sometimes you just can’t hide your bitchness right.. in your school.. in your work.. you never had this feeling? then you’re lying. I know this feeling(bitchness) is just temporary because once I was real bitch to Sarah, (Wed,Thursday receptionist) and now we are best friend since she gave me such nice beef jerky. I love her no jokes. Hope her feeling is same. I think I need some more nap, start to dozing off, … I don’t know what I typed and also I think I succeeded put ads…on my blog. WordPress ads! I don’t know how much I could make with it but if it annoys you let me know I’ll remove it 😀 안뇽
Imagine I’m like bald now almost no hair and my chin is swollen as fuck. How can people be uglier than this? It’s impossible. I’ll kill my self for peace on earth.