Officially sick to inferiority complex

Yay I’m finally sick again, I’m not sick often but like this visible sick once a while. I finished 2 days receptionist shift in a row, 10-11 hours each day. (yeah, another receptionist got unemployed and I covered his shift) Yesterday I got so bad headache all of sudden and I thought it’s because shop was too busy. You know when you just finish HIIT(such as sex) your brain hurt because it was intense, (esp summer and some people call it dehydrate) so I had heaps of water and panadol and it didn’t get any better. I then thought it’s because I’m tired, well it’s partly true but… I did 5 days shift before.. I did Monday to Friday shift A year ago, without any complain… how.. how?

Love, seriously conquer everything. I don’t even know how I managed 5 days shift 10 hours a day, after work I didn’t have any energy left, didn’t have time, What I only had was Tony. Ahhhh, He was sweet indeed, now I’m recalling, the guy who bought me a flowers even though it’s day of nothing! how do I forget that bacon flower!

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돌이켜보면, there were some sweet memories, like flowers, beaches, tella balls, hot wet sex…. mmm.. such relationship… guys, you guys really need to buy a flowers for your girl friend, wife.. it’s not only cheap for showing your love also it’s pretty. No girls hate flower trust me.

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Simon got me this and I couldn’t open my eyes

It’s funny how my body has changed through several years, I got this (Lymphadenopathy) since I was little, not often but sometimes under the ear next to jawline was swollen AF then few days later back to normal but I needed to take anti biotic, anti inflammatory. It was good because all I need was skip school and sleep and eat whole day.. During the WL days I never had (maybe I had but don’t remember) this problem, and now I’m getting this again more often (I had this problem a month ago) whenever I’m in crowd, like last 2 days I met more than 100 people, so did a month ago. Maybe ‘regular sex improves your immune system’ hypothesis is true! maybe

Being sick is depressing, seriously… you need to cut your fingers when you’re sick so you can’t look up all instagram, facebook, kakao talk profile pictures… Everyone looks delighted there and now I’m in bed typing this and that complaining how I’m lonely and horny. But I know people live like this.. right (say yes… 😞) Yesterday I was almost faint because not only I was tired, also I was horny as fuck I felt like I have sinned from somewhat so I can’t control myself. At this point I really respect Eric, Sarah, and other receptionists because how.. how people can be “not mad” if they work at the place where people are having sex. Eric’s case is more serious because He’s in his early 30’s healthy grown adult man. Reading forum is making me sick too, like

“으..으 I know this guy, this guy was cute! and now he’s seeing different WL.. fuck and says she’s cute!”

Such this silly things.. LOL I know it doesn’t make any sense. but yeah when you sick you’re stupid enough… and sometimes I also just want to reply like

“xxxxxxx!!!! you!!!!xxxxx!!!! xxxxx!!!!xxx!!!! you !!!can’t! xxx!!!xxin fr!!!!ont!! of me !!!but xxxxx!! xxx !!xxxx!!! xx! want because! I xxxxx!! you, you!! xxxx!!! 야!!! xxxxxxxxx? you xxxxxx xxxx xxxxx it!!!”

but you literally can’t, because everyone thinks I’m a ok(didn’t say good) girl. not bitch..ㅋno, I’m not talking to jeter.. fyi, once I asked to my IT friend if he can find jeter out so I can kill him but no.. no.. I’m not yelling at babycat either.. why would I waste so much energy to someone I don’t know? but seriously, She thinks full service and erotic massage is veeeeeerrrryyyyy different, like something is better and something is worse. I found this so many times in her comments and it made me very uncomfortable.. somehow? Perhaps it’s from 心, 자격지심, inferiority complex. She could think that way, of course, I understand this Because I was like her when I was in M8, M4. But you know.. sometimes you just can’t hide your bitchness right.. in your school.. in your work.. you never had this feeling? then you’re lying. I know this feeling(bitchness) is just temporary because once I was real bitch to Sarah, (Wed,Thursday receptionist) and now we are best friend since she gave me such nice beef jerky. I love her no jokes. Hope her feeling is same. I think I need some more nap, start to dozing off, … I don’t know what I typed and also I think I succeeded put ads…on my blog. WordPress ads! I don’t know how much I could make with it but if it annoys you let me know I’ll remove it 😀 안뇽

Imagine I’m like bald now almost no hair and my chin is swollen as fuck. How can people be uglier than this? It’s impossible. I’ll kill my self for peace on earth.

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Me right now

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Chelsea stays ugly . com

Comments 16

  1. Snowball 06/09/2017

    Dont compare yourself to a turkey if you wanna fly like an eagle.

    A Chinese man i work with used to worry that he was not perceived to be smart as he was from overseas even though his English is good. He changed his first name to a Western one, started wearing blue contact lenses and got his ass hole bleached. They then wanted to hire a new manager to head an asian division of the team and he missed out on the job because he no longer fit the mold and was not considered “authentic”. He spent to long comparing himself to others instead of focusing on his strengths.

    He considered trying to change back however once you lighten your asshole it is permanent. Now he is forced to continue with this scam and has resorted to trying to pass off as an Asian Jew (so always having to retract his foreskin before showering with colleagues) to try and fit in at his new job.

    Love who you are.

    “37”

    • Targsjjka 06/09/2017

      ….dafuq? So they checked his bumhole and said “Sorry, too white. We’re looking for someone with a darker asshole.”

      “86”

    • Chelsea 07/09/2017

      yes so that’s why I’ll masterbate tinight right and now I’m confused you duckin mocking around not serious right LOL I won’t give you an authority, this blog writer should be honest.

      • Snowball 07/09/2017

        I am honest.

        His name was Quang Li – he changed it to Maxwell Lin. He had to get the bleach as his wife felt it looked dirty the natural colour it was. He didn’t get the job because he changed his name, his outlook and his personality.

        He know works in banking hence why he associates with Jews and again changed him name to Maxwell Lin Weinstein.

        There is nothing to be gained from lies or deception – unless you are Malcolm Turnbull. I only write the truth.

        “37”

  2. faux@jew.com 06/09/2017

    Dont compare yourself to a turkey if you wanna fly like an eagle.
    A Chinese man i work with used to worry that he was not perceived to be smart as he was from overseas even though his English is good. He changed his first name to a Western one, started wearing blue contact lenses and got his ass hole bleached. They then wanted to hire a new manager to head an asian division of the team and he missed out on the job because he no longer fit the mold and was not considered “authentic”. He spent to long comparing himself to others instead of focusing on his strengths.
    He considered trying to change back however once you lighten your asshole it is permanent. Now he is forced to continue with this scam and has resorted to trying to pass off as an Asian Jew (so always having to retract his foreskin before showering with colleagues) to try and fit in at his new job.
    Love who you are.
    “37”

    • Anonymous 06/09/2017

      ….dafuq? So they checked his bumhole and said “Sorry, too white. We’re looking for someone with a darker asshole.”
      “86”

      • thetruth@isoutthere.com 06/09/2017

        I am honest.
        His name was Quang Li – he changed it to Maxwell Lin. He had to get the bleach as his wife felt it looked dirty the natural colour it was. He didn’t get the job because he changed his name, his outlook and his personality.
        He know works in banking hence why he associates with Jews and again changed him name to Maxwell Lin Weinstein.
        There is nothing to be gained from lies or deception – unless you are Malcolm Turnbull. I only write the truth.
        “37”

  3. G$$ 07/09/2017

    Wow, N5M really is the graveyard of receptionists. I have been maybe half a dozen times now and every time it’s a different guy as receptionist. How I haven’t met you yet Chelsea if you work so much, I don’t know. One day…

  4. Anonymous 06/09/2017

    Wow, N5M really is the graveyard of receptionists. I have been maybe half a dozen times now and every time it’s a different guy as receptionist. How I haven’t met you yet Chelsea if you work so much, I don’t know. One day…

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