I grudge against some words that thoughtless people use it for defining me. it’s like an ominous hints from diviner, I can’t find any words to against. prejudice is, indeed, true enemy to the truth.
I had a few boyfriends who don’t speak Korean. maybe it’s because I need some space that can never be translated in their language. someone who doesn’t know my language, so they never fully understand me, thus they will less loathe me. I may be good lover only for short time however I was not a good girlfriend in the long run. I loved someone irresponsibly as like I’m escaping from my ordinary days, falling in love is the best gateway for someone who loves to perpetrate something compulsorily. It’s great feeling, it’s electrifying high, and it’s exhilarating deviation.
we don’t question when someone meets someone, fall in love, and get married. but we’re immersed in finding reason for separation and divorce. why broke up and split can’t be natural things like falling in love or getting married? every relationships incubate being apart. need to be more comfortable, relaxed and blameless. which one is more agonising? can’t be apart from something because it’s scary, or can’t love because scared of separation. the one who never stops questioning about love, or relationship.. like endlessly, is exhausting me bad. the weariest person in the universe.
express, speech, talk, write if you can’t talk well and make your intention clear.
isn’t it normal to doubt about every love If you were loved once very very properly? someone loved you unconditionally, truly, and madly or ‘gave you’ love, not even loved you, someone just gave you love or taught you how to love so you feel like other’s are not genuine, but yeah
no one can reverse the flow of time. What we learn through life is that the attitude to cope with extinction, the attitude that accepts any kind of stranger with open mind while your life is foretelling the moment of loss. (????????)
I though it is the failure of love to admit the end of the relationship, though, there is the four phases of life in relationship. There is no failure in love. Results do not exist in any way in life. like we don’t call death as a failure.
the moment that I feel like “I’m well grown independent strong pussy!!!!!”
1. when I sense the pleasure of conducting something that I think it’s right.
2. when I keep imperturbable composure that because I try not to judge. (????)