Xmas review

Have you heard about… some people, who were about to die, say that you see many life events go through your mind like a flash just before you die. Like a short film right, you see your first love, that doki-doki moment, the moment you get paid for the first time, your wedding day, your big birthday party, etc

I had a big day yesterday 24/12/17 and I think I’ll see last night while I’m dying. We 3 girls went to Port Stephen / New castle, then smoked and stoned as fuck. I’m having the best moment in my life these days. I thought Xmas could be nothing fun without boyfriend, though, girls’ xmas was alright. Being single isn’t so bad.

Woman’s age 29, met hundred, thousand of people and don’t get along with most of them because the most of people I met were boring fuck to me. I’m not saying they are bad but boring fuck is boring fuck. Being boring person is not too bad, for me it’s just too easy to read some people’s mind. I mean… sometimes it’s too obvious. It rarely happens to find someone really interesting (guessing someone really difficult to guess what’s going on in his/her head) I also met so many psychos while I was working, psycho people and intriguing people is like paper thin different, you know.. they both makes me curious at first, like “what kind of human is this?” but yeah.. what makes difference? intention… bad intention vs no intention

Let’s have some balls people, like you need to be little bit special if you want to get close to someone who’s little bit special than others. If only it makes sense. ..

I cover Monday’s receptionist these days, many people still think I’m a receptionist Monday to Friday but I’m not. (but I’m here Mon-Fri) Anyway sometimes, customers ask me if I could suck their dick then I try to read their mind. It’s fun thing. 1. maybe they’re just saying to avoid situation that I’m such pushy mamasan so make them decide quick or F.O ūüėÄ 2. maybe they really have a little hope that I could suck their balls …. in either way It is tempting. I mean… I could fuck them for free if we meet other way around, but since they ask me first in wrong place and there’s a condition : they pay double or triple and I oblige to do what they want to do. It somehow makes me very… impish. I always answer “I used to, like until last week” so make them desperate and say “I was very popular.. you know, I suck well.. maybe the best 3 in Sydney” then It’s way easier to read their face. Sadly most of them are very persistent to fuck me because of fucking expectation. Some people write heroic exploits on the internet, says “I fucked mamasan” and it makes people expect to same shit happens to them. Wake up people! no mamasan would fuck you at the shop. If that cheap shit mama really exist, let me know i’ll bash her. „Öč„Öč„Öč

I remember when I was in M8, some senior bitches did back biting receptionist, said “that bitch flirt again? why then receptionist? why not actual ML?” „Öč„Öč„Öč yeah.. why management? if you see your time-limited possibility from customers. I think my face and body are still ok to sell. What you can’t do 5 years later but can right now? : pussy selling

Akira (1988)

Hi guys, last night I had to get stoned and watched Akira. I didn’t understand at all since I was too high but it seems legit anime so I’ll review roughly then you guys can watch it later if you think it’s interesting anime. Full anime youtube links are down below. The real reason why I review this is that I want to watch one more time so I can understand better because I’m normal now.

so it's 31 years after world war 3
so it’s 31 years after world war 3
you already feel the dystopia theme from the title!!! AKIRA 
you already feel the dystopia theme from the title!!! AKIRA 
This guy is main character. He's in bikie gang kinda club.
This guy is main character. He’s in bikie gang kinda club.
and this guy is main character's friend. I think the main character guy has inferior complex to this guy. .. not sure I need to watch it again
and this guy is main character’s friend. I think the main character guy has inferior complex to this guy. .. not sure I need to watch it again
People in 1991 imagined 2019 as like this 
People in 1991 imagined 2019 as like this 
You should smoke and watch this, this colours, moves, sound tracks,
You should smoke and watch this, this colours, moves, sound tracks,
so the guy is getting involved gang vs gang fighting 
so the guy is getting involved gang vs gang fighting 
I screenshot him a lot because I don't know? they kill each others so easy so yolo
I screenshot him a lot because I don’t know? they kill each others so easy so yolo
and all of sudden other person's point of view wtf I don't remember this
and all of sudden other person’s point of view wtf I don’t remember this
someone already shoot him and He's running away 
someone already shoot him and He’s running away¬†
Something is definitely going on but I don't remember
Something is definitely going on but I don’t remember
Oh he got caught
Oh he got caught
Oops wtf is going on
Oops wtf is going on
They made him blood pancake :( I still don't know what's going on
They made him blood pancake ūüôĀ I still don’t know what’s going on
:(
ūüôĀ
and He shouts
and He shouts
He shouts loudly
He shouts loudly
It's so loud so it destroys world
It’s so loud so it destroys world
and this guy again
and this guy again
the fuck that loud
the fuck that loud
I don't know where he goes
I don’t know where he goes
what a bad day
what a bad day
He looks old but baby voice
He looks old but baby voice
NO SPEEDING, double demerit from tonight
NO SPEEDING, double demerit from tonight

Crash and it's not even 15 mins yet
Crash and it’s not even 15 mins yet
consquence of speeding 
consquence of speeding 
so many hellicopters 
so many hellicopters 
what about this little piglet and he's in Stephen Hawking's kinda thing
what about this little piglet and he’s in Stephen Hawking’s kinda thing

Upset
Upset
in pain
in pain
Brain hurts so bad
Brain hurts so bad
getting tested maybe herpes human virus,,!!!
getting tested maybe herpes human virus,,!!!
becoming so special 
becoming so special 
He ran away from lab
He ran away from lab
getting raped
getting raped
getting punched
getting punched
bad headache hits him so bad so he's dribbling
bad headache hits him so bad so he’s dribbling
Another green friend
Another green friend
fuck migraine!
fuck migraine!
then he starts see something, like Mel did
then he starts see something, like Mel did
and it became nightmare
and it became nightmare
pink smoggggggggggggg
pink smoggggggggggggg
fighting with nightmare 
fighting with nightmare 
green friends gathering
green friends gathering
let's attack him!
let’s attack him!
fuck tweprs!
fuck tweprs!
however headache
however headache
spiritual awakeninggggggg
spiritual awakeninggggggg
He can even fly
He can even fly

cbf no more explanation, you should watch whole video

Dewy

I try my best to give girls a unique name.. you could guess from my name Xmas.

I hate these names, like repeat one syllable x2. such as,

Nana, Bibi, Bobo, Coco, Mimi, Cici, Didi, Gigi, Lala, Yoyo … etc

It’s not creative,¬†insincere, and not fun.

I don’t like old fashioned name either, it sounds too granny, doesn’t sound sexy to me. such as,

Anna, Nancy, Helen, Diana, Jane, Penny… etc

And those kinda names,¬†say straight to your face “yeah It’s working name, mother fucker”

Chanel, Barbie, Sugar, Honey, Cherry, Alice

Like, too many

Bella, Ella, Gina, Hana, Mina, Sakura, Yuki

“Let it go” name

Elsa… seriously, can you not

I think girls’ name should be 1. Easy to remember, 2. Easy to remember, 3. Easy to remember

Romi, Deer, Mori x Nori, Mel, Nova, Pawpaw, Dewy, Fairy (no one wanted to use it so I’m using it as my website name lol)

I prefer unisex names too, such as

Jerry, Robin, Alex, Andy, Charlie… what else

Mel

I know many guys are more interested in brothel back story than my personal issues and Once my boss told me

“Please, don’t shit on public (forum). Please use your own platform, please?”

I’ll bark if they want me to bark. wwoofffooofff woooffofooffww

Mel started she’s pussy seller career in Sydney on 7th, December 2017. and Yesterday was her last day for me and my 2 shops. She worked total 5 days, 3 days N5M 2 days 42G and The outline of the case is as follows.

We started chat 31/10/17

I should’ve realised earlier when she asked me some weird questions such as

1. Is there a kangaroo in shop or any near by (if so, she wants to come)

2. Is there a Crocodile in shop or any near by (at this point I suspected that this is new type of troll so I never thought that she’s really coming.)

Anyway she came, got a room @straty, opened account, buying sim card etc etc.. I don’t dislike doing this things anyway it’s much better than stay in office.

I’d give her 9-9.5/10 by looks, Generally speaking… she’s pretty. not like Romi or Ayu I mentioned before, they are more likely cute but Mel was pretty. Those drop shape bazookas…

She done like right side and this was the first time I seriously thought that big boobs look ok. I’d do if I have same result as she got. I showed mind to her and asked, “yah…. were yours bigger or smaller than mine? tell me@!!” and She was like.. “mine was about to same size.” oops! tempting.

Problem was occurred the very first day she worked, Money wasn’t problem She was fully booked every day, Oh speaking of money, is there anyone wondered where has (K) Yuna gone? Yuna wasn’t happy about Money so she left. Not to worry she didn’t go to Ginza. She wants to make 1,500,000KRW a day but her capacity was 1~1.3K a day, which is 800,000-1.100,000KRW. She didn’t like Sydney brothel scene, like 2 shots in an hour etc so She left and I’m not upset.¬†She didn’t go to Ginza but Korea.. so..

Anyway, Mel asked off for pussy rest so we let her rest. I brought her water whenever she she’s thirsty brought food whenever she’s hungry.¬†I did exactly same shit(being butler)¬†for Yuna/Vic/etc so employee welfare wasn’t problem either. Weirdly, problem was the other girls. Only according to Mel, though.

Hmm.. where do I start, I found many things from my observation but I save my words because She might be taken advantage from others(yes, you readers) if someone approaches her.. on purpose, I mean, you could destroy her if you want to, She’s that weak.

Somehow, She gets…¬†very paranoid about what other people say.¬†She hears something, and scarily enough, it never was spoken by anyone. She said no girls in shop likes her without any reason and I guessed, maybe you’re too pretty? so they maybe jelly?

It really happens though, I remember first time when I came to N5M to work, 2015? I guess.. All Korean girls (If you remember Love, Honey, Nana, Belica,¬†Sarah etc lol) hated me so bad not because I’m outrageously pretty but I brought new type of service, which is BBBJ.¬†of course customers were crazy about it, wasn’t common in n5m that young k girl doing gummy job(blue ocean)¬†The former k girls thought that I took their customers because of this no-condom-blowjob.¬†They didn’t use same table when they were having something(food) because I am like the STI itself who sucks customer’s dick without Doms. (they told me straight to my face! bitches „Öč) They didn’t even want to seat where I seat. But I was like

I cared, like Mel cares when I was bitched by high School kids. So I thought maybe She has bad memory about bitches and it developed oppositely, I became super bitch so no bitch can bitch me, but some people can be turn to be very passive, like Mel. You know the people who care too much what other people think and I totally understand that, this world is full of bitches and she could think like that way.¬†Although it’s not in this case.

Every time, like whenever she finishes her job and went to girl’s room to fix her makeup or something, a minute later she runs to office and says

“hey the Chinese girl copied my moan and made fun of me”

or “hey the Korean girls laugh at me because I speak no English”

“you think Romi speaks English?

or

“hey Everyone in the room glanced sideways at me when I’m there”

or “hey The Chinese girl called me žĒ®ŽįúŽÖĄ(very strong curse in KR)”…. and I was like “do they speak Korean?” and She said “no but it sounded exactly like žĒ®ŽįúŽÖĄ”

Firstly, I tried to help her. I thought it should be stopped if it’s true. Although it never happened in past 2 years while I’ve been working as management. Tried to find out who is acting queen bee and we couldn’t, because there’s no one actually interested in what Mel is doing other than make their own money.

I asked her who did the things, please point it out so I can help her, or prevent any bad case in future. All she saying was

I don’t remember but someone next to me,

I don’t know the name but a Korean(Chinese) girl,

I don’t know how she looks like but I felt She stares at me long time

etc etc etc etc etc

Something, somewhat ruined her mind(or brain) so bad, She gets too paranoid by every things and when she said someone stole her pen, (on purpose because they don’t like her)¬†which, I, found, out, on her table in a minute….. my brain was about to exploded…. but I didn’t say anything because I don’t want to discourage her snowflake heart.

She also said customers called her psycho, ŽĮłžĻúŽÖĄ (another Korean curse word) etc few times.¬†I asked her “WHO DID THAT/WHEN WAS IT”¬†and she never been able to answer. But again, She’s in her Zolpidem world, I didn’t want to break it down.

and She gave me a notice on Friday, that she’s not coming back n5m to 42g because girls hate her so much, oh yeah? thanks god!!!!!! now I feel much better but the fuck! She was too good quality! service-wise, bazooka-wise, was really good product to just miss out so I asked help Eric/Tony and even boss, but yeah She’s hopeless and this is end of the story.

Mel won the 2017 psycho WL trophy,. unfortunately The one who was on diet so only eat mangoes nothing else, she was nothing. All the best her sugar overdose diet,¬†now I am guessing she was having bulimia/anorexia at the same time …

survival notification

san que people, many people worried about me if I kill myself after midlife crisis but I won’t, forever. and I’ll update more stories by tonight. PMS stroke me hard and I am about to kill someone instead kill myself.

I have treated customers badly, not because they are ugly or they are poor but my moods swings. I was so mean although it was very rare. You know sometimes, you just get annoyed by everything around you. bitch times.. After bitch session, about 5 mins later I felt very ashamed, sorry, guilty, like.. I shouldn’t have been that bitch, i should’ve been nicer ūüôĀ this kind of feeling

but this feeling is very very very dangerous. I realised recently.

I treated most of my customers very nicely not because I was born as a nice person, because deep inside my unconsciousness(?) I felt compassion, I felt pity for them. I thought they have problems so they are not able to fuck for free, so chose to pay. so I treated them nicely, because I thought they are like… socially neglected (in someway) those people deserve better!!!! so I served them with my best.

In consequence, many people think I’m friendly, bubbly, naughty and cheeky, and most likely nice attitude but I was the one who look down others. Remember? last time I asked here. Why some people look down others? Because you feel like you are superior by doing it. Guess it’s from inferiority complex, I was never admired until someone wrote review about our sex, yes, same shit again, aren’t you guys get bored reading my blog? „Öč

it’s scary, isn’t it? I hate people who judge others or look down others so they can feel they are better person but It was me. I’m judgemental as fuck but why I’m not rational yet?

My weekend plan

I’m going to make a manual sheets for the time I’m not here, Australia. Last will and testament.

How to use SS, imgur, giphy, google sheets and something like that,, you know I like making prezi/keynotes/canva sort of things. it’s relaxing…

I’ve been spending weekend with nobody for more than a month now. These days my secret hobby is watching scary movie trailer/spoiler like this.

The actual movie should be played in the smallest size so I don’t get heart attack. and of course, no sounds. Also I have to read comment about this movie while video is being played so I don’t feel I’m alone. I recommend “get out” and “the purge”. (I didn’t watched whole movies but I know the stories)

Can't believe Xmas is just next week :l
Can’t believe Xmas is just next week :l
I knew this Telopea agency uses fake pictures all~ the~ time (from Instagram etc) but they are using Romi's picture this time and says 100% real pic. pathetic
I knew this Telopea agency uses fake pictures all~ the~ time (from Instagram etc) but they are using Romi’s picture this time and says 100% real pic. pathetic