I thought i fully got over him finally, i met dozens of guys to forget him (or was it maybe just for fun) I at last, could write/talk about him without make myself upset. I could block him from everywhere since I didn’t want to hear anything from him but well he’s been trying hard so I am concurred.
No point to ask him if he did everything because he wanted to shag me because i have realised that guys never ever mind to fuck me if it’s on the table, i hate play victim i’m the one who said i’m so horny please help me, it’s still fun to hang with him or fuck him since he’s still so sexy and so good so the best sex by far
We both have grown up, 2 years! 2 years period we’ve changed a lot. He graduated, got a proper job, he is composed, like total peace of mind. I’m here still, but I’m leaving soon. I write regularly, I am not on edgy or push him to the edgy saying that i love you this much but why you don’t!!!!!!!! I barely train bjj (kinda lost interest) and he is enjoying too much recently, it’d be fun we both train at the same time but that’s ok, We both calm and relaxed like we are old friend. We are only our 20’s and it feels like we’re too old to fall in love to each others.
He could’ve let me just leave but he didn’t, i thought it’d be ok to see him before I leave but it reminds me my sad days eventually, but not too bad you know, the moment of fun right now beats my old sad days. All my friends will call me dumb fuck too if i say i saw this guy twice again. But fuck it lol i’m leaving anyway and I have nothing to lose from seeing him but will regret if i don’t. so yeah, sick.
My body fat percentage drop down to 12% and i am fittest ever in my life. Maybe not i don’t know