I’d rather question myself “how do i make him to like me?” than “Does he like me?”
But if there’s no chance to make him to fall in love with me
Give up, let go. that easy
Perth sucks. didnt go well with blueberry guy, business is quiet as hell and i found spycam wtf
It looks just like car key and my entire 45minutes session was being recorded. How the fuck!
Spending xmas alone always gets me moody! i could’ve gotten used to by now then but I never actually!
but actually I spent my xmas well last year, we went to Jervis bay, malatang on the way back, smoked weeds, had 호떡 at the end of the day.
My friend’s honeymoon to Bali(and I meant to be honeymoon breaker) has cancelled. But I’m still going 31/12. I decided to stay longer in Perth even though there’s no more blueberry drama because I all of sudden planned Jeju trip with my dad, and mom/grandmom (they come seperately) oh well long drive got me there.. but then I thought today maybe I shouldn’t have been to coral bay trip (because then I could’ve save up some more money so I wouldn’t have to work more) or maybe I shouldn’t have stayed here for like long, I shouldn’t have come to Perth.. etc (I can work anywhere and only reason I came to Perth was to hang with blueberry and he doesn’t like me anymore because I work so. I can’t blame anyone or anything) I hate myself when the things that I loved once become regretful, it was awesome first but at the end I’m like ahh I shouldn’t have… I know it’s only time consuming to think this way.
31/12/18- 4/1/19 Amed, Bali
5/1/19- 10/1/19 Jeju, Korea