I used to make a thousand dollars a day easy when I was new and fresh. Business went down quickly since there’s been newer and fresher girls, today i am sitting here all day and only made few hundreds. I remember when it’s new years eve, i and few of working girls went to casino and i won more than my weekly pay in a minute. Wouldn’t it be better if i bring this few hundred dollars and make it double, or maybe triple, because i feel lucky today and it’s time wasting just sitting down here do nothing. I owe money from here and there because i haven’t been winning since .. wait i actually never won so doesnt that mean i can win today? I need to bet right now
I used to make a thousand dollars a day easy when I was new and fresh. Business went down quickly since there’s been newer and fresher girls, today i am sitting here all day and only made few hundreds. A customer picked me and booked 4 hours at once, yesssss
In the room, he’s smoking pipe and offering me some. Hmm this is not too bad, actually better than i expected. I’ve seen many propaganda and it looked scary however i am more energetic, not tired after many hours of hard working, how can people get addicted on this though? He said he’ll book me another 4hours after this. He looks little strange and talking weird shit but all good, i feel great anyway oh oops! I haven’t eaten anything since he booked me and it’s already over 10 hours! I am not even peckish, this must be good for losing weight.
I used to make a thousand dollars a day easy when I was new and fresh. Business went down quickly since there’s been newer and fresher girls, today i am sitting here all day and only made few hundreds. I might finish work and go see my boyfriend. I met him at my friend’s bday party. We went to karaoke and that place we can choose pretty boys like customers do to us. He is not the most handsome guy but friendly intro. Most of customers there are working girls so he knows what i am doing, we got close quick because we have common interest, we do same job, i feel like only he can understand how i feel. I helped him out few times when he has family issues and things, because i make way more money than he makes, but that’s ok i feel be loved. He has no place to stay so we’ve been looking for a place to be together, it’s bit of pressure to make bond, deposit, few weeks of rent by myself but we love each other and i don’t feel lonely anymore so all good. He is working right now and not busy like me so i might book him for several hours and drink together.
There’s a guy with no fingers on his right hand, he has been sitting next to me or same table for a while, told me sad story how he cut his fingers himself. He asked me to lend some money because all his family, friends turned their back on him, seriously he should stop gamble and do something else oh my god! It’s been pretty shit luck to me as well, the other day i won 10k but i lost 30k gradually ever since then. I’ve been working harder than ever, as soon as i make money i can’t just sit there and wait customers because i need to get my 20k back. I swear, swear to god i will stop gambling if i get my 20k back and make some more for compensating my time waste, actually i need to make some more because i haven’t paid back to anyone yet…
I lost 5kg over last few weeks, i don’t have to sleep and eat but i don’t work hard because i don’t go work. i feel like everyone starts to talking about me even some girls, who were close to me, try to kill me because they’re jealous? I don’t know. All i do at home alone is scratch my skin until it bleeds, i believe there’s something under my skin so i’m trying to kill them but only problem is my face and body is full of scabs and it looks ugly, i don’t think anyone will pick me even if i go work. I tried few times to stop smoking but i don’t like the feeling after comedown. I sleep and eat like crazy, almost i have no will to live but shove food in until i fall asleep. I didn’t smoke for 2days and i put 2kg on so it’s hard because no customers will pick a fat girl. I don’t have much money left because i didn’t work hard but i want a bag of drug, tonight i may fuck the dealer for free, so i can get some freebies.
This is not the first time he got caught dating someone, everytime he lies to me that she’s only customer but i don’t feel that way. After we moved in together my income dropped dramatically, receptionist told me that all my regular customers complained about my attitude, maybe i am not friendly like before because i fell in love, i don’t want to fuck anybody else but my boyfriend. I paid his school tuition as well as his new iphone because he broke it while we were fighting. Now i don’t think i love him anymore but can’t break up now because he owes me heaps of money and i don’t think i can get back if we break up. I’m still paying rent for both of us .