Cheap flight (2)

So I slept not very well in airport hotel, it’s called samasama hotel, what a cute name.. rooms were nice, clean and tidy but yes I didn’t sleep well because.. I don’t know. I think I woke up 3-4 times, I was dreaming I miss the flight … ㅎ… after 4th time woke up from nightmare (missing flight dream) I decided fuck the sleep and eat something more.

Because I'm in Malay so I tried Malay signature, Laksa
Because I’m in Malay so I tried Malay signature, Laksa
But why noodle looks like this why
But why noodle looks like this why
yum! still don't know why noodle looks like maggot
yum! still don’t know why noodle looks like maggot

I got another(last) kaya toast and milk tea, 
I got another(last) kaya toast and milk tea, 
and sweets (looks like made in Malay) so I can't get bored in plane.
and sweets (looks like made in Malay) so I can’t get bored in plane.

KL to Tokyo flight was kinda hell, it was full, like full of people… I was middle of the middle seat and if you are over size 6, 50kg kinda grown adult, DO NOT EVER BUY AN AIR ASIA TICKET. when I just got on the plane I was so happy because 

Those hot seats were FREE
Those hot seats were FREE
So I can stretch my legs as much as I can
So I can stretch my legs as much as I can

I assume there are 6-9 hot seats in a plane. they charge extra for those hot seats because as you see it’s more comfortable seats than other normal seats. no one bought these seats. like no one in this fully booked plane, but apparently I can’t sit here because I don’t know, why so stingy ㅜ.ㅜ can I try it if no one booked these seats ㅠ.ㅜ my ass hurt.. but yeah the crew said fuck off so I fucked off and the fuck 8 hours flight was boring as fuck.. and I was about to die hungry, I don’t know why but it was horrible. I was thirty too. I bought 1 water bottle but it wasn’t enough. I bought pineapple juice too, it has its pulp in it so yummy yummy but too sweet so made me more thirsty. so I prepared very very carefully for the flight when I come back.

Firstly, I bought “QUIET SEAT”, which claims more calm-relaxed atmosphere. Secondly I bought 2 meals for each flight, 1 for Seoul-KL, another one for KL-Sydney. I was going to download some Netflix but I forgot :/ I was too busy in Korea but luckyly the guy in front of me played TV series with subtitle so I secretly watched it with him. I finished 2 books, I bought a lots of food and water, drinks and I had nothing to scared of!!!! 

quiet zone
quiet zone
not quiet zone
not quiet zone
the guy next to me watching modern family with subtitle, nice
the guy next to me watching modern family with subtitle, nice

what I had in KR-KL flight

cranberry chicken sandwich 
cranberry chicken sandwich 
snowman donut
snowman donut
it was shit kimchi fried rice but I cleaned it all at once 
it was shit kimchi fried rice but I cleaned it all at once 
drinks that I brought from airport
drinks that I brought from airport

what I had in KL-SYD flight

I bought this cap finally LOL it was about 8000won.
I bought this cap finally LOL it was about 8000won.
happy meal from KL airport, they don't accept Korean won and I had only like $5 in my commbank account so no choice ㅅㅂ I wanted kaya toast so bad...... they only accept USD,JPY and AUD ㅜㅜ  but lucky this time transit only like 40minutes
happy meal from KL airport, they don’t accept Korean won and I had only like $5 in my commbank account so no choice ㅅㅂ I wanted kaya toast so bad…… they only accept USD,JPY and AUD ㅜㅜ  but lucky this time transit only like 40minutes
I was asleep and they gave me this but after I took a picture I fall asleep again, I bought sleeping pills in Japan and it works great, I slept whole night until they woke me up. 
I was asleep and they gave me this but after I took a picture I fall asleep again, I bought sleeping pills in Japan and it works great, I slept whole night until they woke me up. 

overall, no more Air Asia

Need more pictures not video

Because it’s easy to write blog with pictures than video. I wanted to write some food reviews but I do snapchat most of the time and because its specialty (snaps will be deleted 24hours later unless you save it) I don’t have many footage 🙁 Maybe I’m taking more pictures than video from today.


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Brewtown, Newtown

Although I went there Sunday morning, It was packed of people. Guess it’s current hip place.

Cronut : 10/10 Sorry, I don’t think Cronut can go under the 10 point. I had Mango one and it was tastyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Coffee : 5/10 I don’t know much about coffee but there’s rosetta.


Green salad : 9/10 (maybe under different name, I don’t remember)

YUM! Green beans, Avocado, Brown rice and Kelp! 4 things what I love.. -1 because there was some small pieces of garlic/shallot/ginger (I can’t tell which one but) and it was kinda… hmm… too strong smell?? when I accidentally bite it. there were only few.. and I thought it’s ok dish without it.



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Rueben republic, Marrickville

Remember last time I didn’t like here. However every Friday is their Burger Friday. So you can choose between free add-up extra (patty, toppings) or small chips for free.

Cheese burger : 8/10

It was actually not bad, I’m not a huge fan of burger but It’s freshly made when you order, so.. not bad. Like last time It was too saucy again(-1), and patty was extra heavy, I mean too oily :T (-1) but guess that’s whole point of having cheese burger heh..e.. indulging…  Funny, small chips are like $5 and large for $7. and It’s not even half size! 😠 Chips quality much better without melting cheese that I had last time. YUM!



IMG_1417Hartsyard, Enmore

I and my friend only been there for their mad soft serve, (The price is mad too. $18~ I think) Check out their instagram, it’s better than porn if you like a various flavour’s soft serve.

However, we couldn’t resist to order other menus because it sounds so intriguing too.

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I had pulled pork AGAIN since I was disappointed day before @RR, but where’s shrimp dish? I probably did snapchat and forgot to save it… I think

that shrimp dish (I tried look for what was it from their website but there’s nothing about shrimp in their menu.) was really interesting, I wish I have picture! It was nutty, refresh, herby, … *used all adjectives I know* was so nice and tasty, felt super natural anyway, the pulled pork (right) was fantastic as well, It melted in my mouth, so it compensate my mind that got raped by bad quality pulled pork burger. It was not dried of course, slight sweet from maple syrup, (Wonder how it’s not too sweet but smells like I’m having maple tree…) They made green apple in some way so It has different texture, didn’t have fried pork skin because I’m not a big fan and already so full from dinner, and the shrimp dish before this. (so that means it was second dinner) But, what was our aim to come here? soft serve, SOFT SERVE!!!!

Once I’ve found about their delicate, refined soft serves..

 

It stimulated my imagination as fuck because they just enumerates ingredients(or flavours) remotely so my brain had to figure it out what it tastes like.. It.. It certainly was disturbing.. to see their seasonal soft serve

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But well, It was ‘Blood orange’ flavour when I was there. Mmm.. personally, I prefer creamy, nutty, cheesy, salty, chocky(?) ice cream over fruity, citrusy sorbe. For instance I liked Earl grey caramel(N2), Bondi hipster(Messina) the most,.. but this soft serve was blood orange flavour… why… and my friend can’t even have it because He’s on specific medicine which reacts to bloody orange and grape fruit… you know like some citrus type fruits that they also have bitterness… I’m not that into fruit flavour ice cream…  but what can I do.. I came for this… I ordered it anyway… soft serve itself? wasn’t bad. compare to $21 truffle soft serve @Devon.. much detailed flavour… much effort.. look those flower shaped blood orange. It’s cute! and It was refreshing! indeed… you know when you have heavy dessert your tummy bloated whole day… but it wasn’t. Light, refreshing, fragrant. mmm 8/10

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We ordered Honey pear for my poor friend who can’t have blood orange, the fuck it was nice, the nicest dessert ever I’ve had in my life. I didn’t even listen carefully when the server gave us presentation, like this is this that is that blah blah blah… I was like mm kay.,. let me have my soft serve..,. but seriously, this was too nice. Maybe we didn’t expect much about it. It sounds so healthy in their menu, honey socked pear, rice cracker, blah blah but It just was so good. Even though we couldn’t figure out what’s this. Ice cream was also included, it actually covers honey confit-ed pear. 15000/10 damn so good. (I suppose they don’t update their menu often, I can’t find this either but it was honey-pear-something.)


 


Copo Cafe & Diner in Drummoyne

IMG_2653IMG_2651Truffle fries 15000/10

It was crispy, moderate saltiness, + subtle truffle scent. overall, IT WAS VERY GOOD CHIPS!

I forgot how much it was…

Forgot the name but some kind of platter 5/10

I like sour dough bread +1, I like olive +1, Trout is good source of omega3 +1, Chick pea hummus +1, Tzatziki +1

Prosciutto too salty -1, Salami not my type -1, Guacamole too little -1, Maybe it’s menu for two -1, “The roof of my mouth [or inside of my mouth] was raw and tender from the sharp toasted edges of the sourdough.” -1

Cold brew coffee was refreshing! after 7km run I had 5462512345878657543 kcal, I guess.

Don’t you guys think that Mcdonald’s fries are not as good as before from some point???? I’ve been thinking this since I came to Sydney. Like having chips is same as have sinned for me, so I don’t usually order chips as I charged guilty to myself, but once I eat, I eat properly.

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Like this

First I thought it’s because I’m in Australia, I thought something is wrong with Aussie oil or potato. Then now I think It’s because they don’t use lard anymore due to health concern, Every cafe claims that they are organic, gluten-free so Mcdonald might be considered not to use lard because it sounds a lot unhealthier than veggie oil.

So then some cafe owners are like fuck veggie oil! I miss that nasty greasy taste, I’m not gonna live forever anyway!! and the cafes that use lard instead of veggie oil would be popular because it’s tasty. What would you choose? lard? or veggie oil? It’s good to have my own cafe. To be honest, Air-frier wedges are sucks.

 



Italian cafe next door, Marrickville



Devon cafe, Barangaroo

 

 

will complete this by tonight;;;;;

Approval addiction

I have too many things going on my head so I often forget the fact that I’m holding something. As a result I drop things to floor very often, it’s either broken/crushed(in case I drop a fragile things eg. Mirror, Cup) or become a mess (in case I drop food. esp liquid… imagine I dropped a glass cup filled with chocolate milk on white fur carpet LOOL)

My mum used to call me a imbecility (I couldn’t find a right word, It’s like stupid but brain disease) whenever I did something wrong like above, I mean.. how could she be more mean, like how ㅋㅋㅋ and also She was very suspicious if I am an Asperger, because I sometimes shout with no reason, talked to myself, making animal sound and I don’t know.. maybe for her I’m just not-understand-able.

This modern days, many people already know well that how mum(or dad)’s speech and behaviour affect their kids’ life, like their whole lifespan. I think my mum knew it as well, She just sometimes couldn’t bear that I’m so stupid and I’m her daughter.

well too bad couldn’t be helped

It’s still haunting me so bad, whenever I make noise from my nose, I drop something so it breaks, talk to myself, and forget something that I shouldn’t. It’s true, you need to watch out your mouth, especially if you’re parenting. ..

I’ll do some food reviews before I write something else

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Reuben republic‘s Pulled pork burger and Cheesy fries

Pulled pork burger : 5/10

pulled pork was dry, too saucy so it actually tastes good (I mean sweet) but only sauce flavours nothing else. You could pretty much guess it’s mayo/barbecue sauce and coleslaw (because they put coleslaw top of pulled pork. I don’t know why I had this, probably because I never had pulled pork burger :/ They have their signature sandwich, so I should try that next time. I love coleslaw.

Cheesy fries : 5/10

It was soggy, the worst thing ever I could think of bad chips… was it because melted cheese? or was just old chips… some crispy chips I could find it but cheese sauce was way too salty.. They put some salt in chips too… no good.. but I had almost half of it anyway ㅋ

Pros close to n5m, ubereats, kinda nice cafe, affordable price.

Cons not so tasty, but I’d try their signature menu next time.

 

Italian street kitchen‘s Calzone, Gnocchi and tiramisu (sorry no picture but video)

Calzone : 5/10

I can’t compare because I never had Calzone before. Ham, mushroom, and candida discharge (ricotta cheese) inside and it’s literally half folded pizza. or Pizza pouch. I was amused because I now kind of know why many guys really like pizza, and the couple next table had 1 whole pizza each. so total 2 pizzas for 2. WOW.. wow!!!! wow!!!!! Not too salty, not thick dough, it was “슴슴” (I don’t think there’s same word in English, it means not too salty) so it would be meh If you don’t like 슴슴 flavour. I love it though

Gnocchi : 5/10

It was delicious! again, 슴슴. Cheesy, comes with cute hot pot!! good looking food always makes me wet. However, why so big?

I am big fan of gnocchi, always… but I never had this big gnocchi. It’s not cute.

Pros Kinda nice place, affordable price, I liked sparkling water machine, 슴슴 flavour

Cons FAR unless you live @North shore

Get back to topic

It’s funny

Before I didn’t even know how to response to compliment

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I’ve never been approved, and finally I’ve got approval because I blew pretty well.
I finally found something I’m good at it and It was blow job.

It was really truly bloody sweet. I mean, be approved by others. Sweeter than anything, you never had this euphoria so you got to addicted. My mum call me retard my ex said I’m human-pug but now people worship me. How could it be better? I thought I’m worthless whole my life but now people tell me I’m special, I’m unique and I’m one and only. How can you not like it? It’s like sugar, it’s like drug. You just want more and more approval. Every addictive substance has a tolerance, same amount of substance will never satisfy you yet rejection and criticism will kill me twice. Because it(approval) makes you believe that you are worth it.

Generally speaking, the person who’s suffering from addiction, can’t think rationally, and objectively. Above all things, it’s very easy to indulge in self-pity because I often think

“I sacrifice myself to make yours happy, I SACRIFICED.”

The people who like me will probably like me no matter what I do, (unless I commit crime) I don’t have to mind whether they like it or don’t.
That means, I don’t have to upload nude to be approved, to get approval the fact that I’ve got a ok body. I don’t have to snapchat when I’m in library, I always do that to show them off I work hard.
Think about it, do I do this to be approved? or I do this for my own needs. Other people’s thoughts don’t affect much on my feeling unless I think that’s right. The price of the praise(approval) addiction is that you become vulnerable as fuck so you will live passively to avoid any rejection, criticism or non-approval. uncool. My own happiness becomes second thing and other people’s view becomes the very first thing in my life. uncool..
Blaming my mum about called me retard, blaming someone who says I’m no good don’t do anything. If they try to be a dick, let them be a dick. .. more important thing is, recognition. .. self recognition. Concentrate.. listen to myself whenever something happens, especially if it blasts my mind. Why I always mad at similar point, why I get upset, stressed out… different situation, same outcomes.. guess it’s because I’m an attention whore. damn it, Admit it!!!ㅎㅎ

 

I thought it’s fun.. but some people could’ve thought that I flirt bunch of dicks, enjoy tons of attention but never work. ㅋㅋ having fun blogging, trolling but never seem to work so they had to report it. Nice pics thanks

Much effort

But my question is.. why would be bothered, really.. Can you not care what I’m doing

Live boldly.
(All of sudden I’m quoting from me before you, it was shit movie but I liked the last 20 minutes and cried a lot ㅜㅜ shit so sad, he eventually chose to kill himself ㅜㅜ 엉엉)
ㅅㅂ
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All these are bs excuses! please don’t comment like
“you are worth it”
please!zㅋ say something else

 

I put another filtered selfie flauntingly 😉 enjoy

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Approval addiction

I have too many things going on my head so I often forget the fact that I’m holding something. As a result I drop things to floor very often, it’s either broken/crushed(in case I drop a fragile things eg. Mirror, Cup) or become a mess (in case I drop food. esp liquid… imagine I dropped a glass cup filled with chocolate milk on white fur carpet LOOL)
My mum used to call me a imbecility (I couldn’t find a right word, It’s like stupid but brain disease) whenever I did something wrong like above, I mean.. how could she be more mean, like how ㅋㅋㅋ and also She was very suspicious if I am an Asperger, because I sometimes shout with no reason, talked to myself, making animal sound and I don’t know.. maybe for her I’m just not-understand-able.

This modern days, many people already know well that how mum(or dad)’s speech and behaviour affect their kids’ life, like their whole lifespan. I think my mum knew it as well, She just sometimes couldn’t bear that I’m so stupid and I’m her daughter.

well too bad couldn't be helped

It’s still haunting me so bad, whenever I make noise from my nose, I drop something so it breaks, talk to myself, and forget something that I shouldn’t. It’s true, you need to watch out your mouth, especially if you’re parenting. ..

I’ll do some food reviews before I write something else

Reuben republic‘s Pulled pork burger and Cheesy fries

Pulled pork burger : 5/10

pulled pork was dry, too saucy so it actually tastes good (I mean sweet) but only sauce flavours nothing else. You could pretty much guess it’s mayo/barbecue sauce and coleslaw (because they put coleslaw top of pulled pork. I don’t know why I had this, probably because I never had pulled pork burger :/ They have their signature sandwich, so I should try that next time. I love coleslaw.

Cheesy fries : 5/10

It was soggy, the worst thing ever I could think of bad chips… was it because melted cheese? or was just old chips… some crispy chips I could find it but cheese sauce was way too salty.. They put some salt in chips too… no good.. but I had almost half of it anyway ㅋ

Pros close to n5m, ubereats, kinda nice cafe, affordable price.

Cons not so tasty, but I’d try their signature menu next time.

Italian street kitchen‘s Calzone, Gnocchi and tiramisu (sorry no picture but video)

Calzone : 5/10

I can’t compare because I never had Calzone before. Ham, mushroom, and candida discharge (ricotta cheese) inside and it’s literally half folded pizza. or Pizza pouch. I was amused because I now kind of know why many guys really like pizza, and the couple next table had 1 whole pizza each. so total 2 pizzas for 2. WOW.. wow!!!! wow!!!!! Not too salty, not thick dough, it was “슴슴” (I don’t think there’s same word in English, it means not too salty) so it would be meh If you don’t like 슴슴 flavour. I love it though

Gnocchi : 5/10

It was delicious! again, 슴슴. Cheesy, comes with cute hot pot!! good looking food always makes me wet. However, why so big?

I am big fan of gnocchi, always… but I never had this big gnocchi. It’s not cute.

Pros Kinda nice place, affordable price, I liked sparkling water machine, 슴슴 flavour

Cons FAR unless you live @North shore

Get back to topic


It’s funny

Before I didn’t even know how to response to compliment

I’ve never been approved, and finally I’ve got approval because I blew pretty well.

I finally found something I'm good at it and It was blow job.

It was really truly bloody sweet. I mean, be approved by others. Sweeter than anything, you never had this euphoria so you got to addicted. My mum call me retard my ex said I’m human-pug but now people worship me. How could it be better? I thought I’m worthless whole my life but now people tell me I’m special, I’m unique and I’m one and only. How can you not like it? It’s like sugar, it’s like drug. You just want more and more approval. Every addictive substance has a tolerance, same amount of substance will never satisfy you yet rejection and criticism will kill me twice. Because it(approval) makes you believe that you are worth it.

Generally speaking, the person who’s suffering from addiction, can’t think rationally, and objectively. Above all things, it’s very easy to indulge in self-pity because I often think

“I sacrifice myself to make yours happy, I SACRIFICED.”

The people who like me will probably like me no matter what I do, (unless I commit crime) I don’t have to mind whether they like it or don’t.

That means, I don’t have to upload nude to be approved, to get approval the fact that I’ve got a ok body. I don’t have to snapchat when I’m in library, I always do that to show them off I work hard.

Think about it, do I do this to be approved? or I do this for my own needs. Other people’s thoughts don’t affect much on my feeling unless I think that’s

right

. The price of the 

praise(approval) addiction

is that you become vulnerable as fuck so you will live passively to avoid any rejection, criticism or non-approval. uncool. My own happiness becomes second thing and other people’s view becomes the very first thing in my life. uncool..

Blaming my mum about called me retard, blaming someone who says I’m no good don’t do anything. If they try to be a dick, let them be a dick. .. more important thing is, recognition. .. self recognition. 

Concentrate.

. listen to myself whenever something happens, especially if it blasts my mind. Why I always mad at similar point, why I get upset, stressed out… different situation, same outcomes.. guess it’s because I’m an attention whore. damn it, Admit it!!!ㅎㅎ

 

I thought it’s fun.. but some people could’ve thought that I flirt bunch of dicks, enjoy tons of attention but never work. ㅋㅋ having fun blogging, trolling but never seem to work so they had to report it. Nice pics thanks

Much effort

But my question is.. why would be bothered, really.. Can you not care what I’m doing

Live boldly.

(All of sudden I’m quoting from

me before you

,

it was shit movie but I liked the last 20 minutes and cried a lot ㅜㅜ shit so sad, he eventually chose to kill himself ㅜㅜ 엉엉)

ㅅㅂ

dgdgds.png
dgdgds.png

All these are bs excuses! please don’t comment like

“you are worth it”

please!zㅋ say something else

I put another filtered selfie flauntingly 😉 enjoy

1103 words